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Tuesday, February 23, 2016

The Forgotten One

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                (Casimira Rubia)

 Hi Gamer, How's life going on?
I miss you.. I knew we aren't in
relationship yet but admit it we're
almost there..

It's been months since you rejected
me, Scars you left still painful.
I sometimes stole quick glance on your
timeline to get updates, couldn't control
doing that stuff.

I've seen your name on my online list,
expecting you'll gonna message me, It
makes me sad I didn't receive any. I'm
still longing for you to come back
though in reality It wouldn't happen for
some reason..

You have someone new ( It is posted
on your status update on December 2, 2015
that "BENG" Thingy with heart emoticon)

You've found something special with that girl
then realized she's better than me and could
make you happier than I does. It hurt so much
to accept that fact.

Days and nights my eyes full of tears
my heart was broken, you turned around
and walked away leaving me helpless
and alone.

I haven't choice but to move forward and focus
on my Goals, Someday I'll be okay, everything
went well because GOD would deeply care
about me, I knew in your life I was just The
forgotten One.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS: 

ROMANS 8:18

"The pain that you've been feeling can't
compare the joy that's coming"


Lazada

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

A Letter to Gamer

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                   (Casimira Rubia)


Hi Gamer, I'm glad that once in my life
we became friends, do you happen to
remember our recent conversations
long ago? we've talked lot of stuffs, then
I started to fell in love. since you were
already with someone else,  I choose to
walked away.

Months have passed our communication
went back, my heart celebrated with
fullness of  joy, I started to search
things about you, I've found out that you
were single, at first I haven't idea why, till
you told me, you and your ex gf broke up
9 months ago.

I enjoyed various stories we had shared, my
self filled with hope that someday you'll be
mine, I desired that you would love me the
way I do silently, I knew you aren't numb
to felt it.

Every seconds, I waited for you patiently to
notice me, apparently you didn't pay much
attention, you always focusing on your
online Games, It's hard for me to burst out
my feelings because I'm a Girl.

Weeks passes by you've changed, you weren't
the same guy I'd known before, so that I convince
my crony to ask you, if you'll have crush on me,
though the result wasn't acceptable, It feels sad
that you hadn't love me.

I tried to evade but my heart doesn't seem to follow
I keep on stalking your facebook timeline and
fantasizing that you were my boyfriend.

Finally One night, you began to ask Question:
"What if we both inlove?"
I immediately grab the opportunity to express
what's in my heart, couldn't expect that we have
the same feelings.

Our getting to know stage came worst, you fall
out of love about my manner, I heartedly
apologize what I've done, I was overreacting
I act like your girlfriend yet in reality we aren't
in relationship, I'm such a feeler, too silly to
imagine, If I could turned back time,
I'll act better and treat you with kindness.

I ask for another chance but you remain silent,
It hurt so much that I didn't passed your standard.
my eyes flooded with tears everytime you just
"seened" those messages I've sent and not giving
response.

My shameful mistakes was a great lesson, ain't
hate you for rejecting me, I knew It's my terrible
fault, maybe you aren't The right guy for me and
It made me realize that I deserve better than
being ignored, I also believe that someday GOD
would bring me someone amazing and could accept
me for being the REAL ME in His Perfect Timing.

-Casimira

 The SCRIPTURE'S Says:

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not
lean on your own understanding. In all your ways
acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.







Saturday, September 26, 2015

Trouble From The Past

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                 (Casimira Rubia)

Every Individual in this world

had good or bad memories from
the past. 

For example; we're working in 

private company then does wicked
things in that firm, like we fake some
Important documents of clients 
to avoid anger from boss.

By that reason some of us came to

the point of quitting. We decide to
resigned and looked for new job but
years passes by most of wrong stuffs 
that we've made long ago could affect 
our present living.

Although we're longing to forget those

mischievous scene's but conscience
keep playing inside our brain.

If most of us really wants to removed 

those trouble from the past. we must
tell GOD about it. Don't look so worry
just repent to him admit all mistakes
that you've created then He would surely 
give you Peace and Wonderful thoughts.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:


Surrender your heart to GOD,

turn to him in Prayer,
and give up your sins
even those you do in secret.
then you won't be ashamed;
you will be confident and fearless
      (JOB 11;13-15)


Thursday, July 2, 2015

A Girl who Loves JESUS

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                    (Casimira Rubia)

A girl who loves JESUS is the one
who prioritize her king before
doing anything, every morning
she used to Pray even in time of
breakfast, Lunch, snacks and dinner.

Inside Church, clapping, dancing and
Performing Joyful songs her ways
of Worship. she also share scriptures
to people who didn't know CHRIST
Because Gloryfying the LORD MOST HIGH
is her happiness.

If challenges came, she won't terrified to
walk in millions trap, by reason of
Prayer could changed everything.
Cheerful, unselfish and kind to others
was her characters.

Celebrate with fullness of Joy if you'll
get her, because you knew that she's your
answered Prayer, though hurrying to
have special someone isn't her manner,
She's patiently waiting for the right guy
to come in GOD'S Perfect timing.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

Proverbs 31:30 (C.E.V)
Charm can be decieving and beauty fades
away, but a woman who honors the
LORD deserves to be praised.

Monday, March 30, 2015

The Secret Pain

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                (Casimira Rubia)


Lot's woman in this world who were married
ain't have baby in their womb, some would 
ask Doctors to knew the reason why they 
couldn't produced.

Doctors will gave them medicines to cure their
matter. If the couple wouldn't found great result
after month of taking, both of them shall went to
Quack doctor and applied different ritual 
sacrifices.

If nothing special happened, one of them might
became cheater, either a man or a woman.

A Cheater Mindset:

My Lover was completely barren so that I will
be with someone else who could gives worldly
desire, I don't care if my Lover would call me
worthless nobodies, deceitful liar, It won't 
bother me anyway. at-least I taste short joy.

Sometimes  there are persons that came 
into our lives who left us in ruin, at first we 
felt horribly sick alone and hurting. all we wanted 
was to harm them in return because of our misery.
The secret Pain of jealousy, anger and revenge 
are in our heart.

whatever circumstances that we've been through
vengeance weren't an answer, just PRAY to
our Real GOD MOST HIGH, he would surely
bring amazing gift that you Didn't expected.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

(Psalm 113:9)

When a wife has no children
he Blesses her with some, and
she is happy.
Shout Praises to the LORD!

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Precious Creations from GOD

written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
               ( Casimira Rubia )

LORD the world that you've made
in six Days is truly amazing,
Heaven's Fantastic,
Earth Formed Perfectly,
roaring Ocean tremendously huge,
Light shine when morning comes,
If evening arrived, entire night
covered with darkness.

I LOVE the way how you put skies
above, who so ever looked up will
completely astonished, It felt relaxing
to glanced, even rivers and separated
land which we called continents, such
wonderful to explore, countries could
produced all kinds of plants Including
Fruit, Trees and Grains.

You also set time for everyone to enjoy
marvelous gifts that you've provided long
ago, though others didn't seemed to care.
they were busy rushing off to work.

Harvest season is my favorite, there's lot
of food that I could eat, those special
Days and Years that you have given,
folks all over the world celebrating it
with fullness of joy.

Sparkly stars at night are awesome to
stare, all kinds of living creatures like
birds, giant sea monsters and those who
swam in ocean, gives beauty to individuals
innocent eyes.

Tame animals, wild and reptiles can found
every Zoo, Children, Parents and
Grandparents shall wonder while glaring.

It feels special that you created human to
rule over the fish in Ocean, birds in the
sky and every animal on Earth, Men and
Women who received your glorious
Blessings are commanded to have lots of
Children to fill the Earth with people.

Each rest Days in your Lovely temple
Everybody will heartedly Performed
Joyful songs, because your worthy to
be Praise Forever!

I'm Inspired by Genesis 1 and 2:1-3.


Friday, November 21, 2014

The Betrayed

By: Casimira Rubia
      (CaSiBLeSsEd on wattpad)


Handling fame in Somewhere else, Isn't so easy
because bunch of untrusted fellows who were
Gathering around you are searching for mistakes,
If they found one, all of them bragged that little
wrong of yours in many ways.

Some might use Social Media Just to make your
named ruined, others picked their cellphones,
started to sent Insulting Group Messages about you
into their friends, Some of them won't stop taunting
until your career weren't Destroyed.

In that case you'll get furious to everyone even your
Families and Loved Ones, you didn't want to see
them too. all you wanted is to locked yourself alone
in your filthy room, by reason of, you thought they
couldn't gives help.

While you were in bedroom, Lots of bad Ideas
Playing inside your brain. like a feeling of wanting
to end your life, for the reason that, you think
committing suicide is the very FANTASTIC
SOLUTION.

But that planned are completely wrong, yes, I knew
everybody tells hurtful words against you, It felt so
terrible to been in that condition.

The best action of that groaning pain, is to communicate
to our CREATOR in PRAYER, it is the KEY to
vanished all your sufferings. tell to our LORD
everything, He would rushed down to comfort you,

Because JESUS really LOVES YOU, He also have
Great POWER to erase all issues that involves you
in the past, TRUST HIM with all your HEART
then your torment will turned into HAPPINESS.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

JOHN 14:14

You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

Friday, November 7, 2014

Doubt is the Greatest Obstacle

By: Casimira Rubia (CaSiBLeSsEd)

Doubt is the reason why people didn't achieved
their ultimate Goal, they Loved to stayed in their
certain situation, by reason of, they are afraid
to take risk to go to the next Level,

Because some of them, thought that they
weren't brave enough to face every trap,
that have in the next stage.

Some people aren't fighter, they also a
negative thinker and worrier about their future,
we couldn't blame them why they have fear to
take challenges, It's normally happened to a
human being.

But if you want to won the battle of this world,
Just TRUST the LORD, for the reason that,
He is willing to FIGHT for you and have a
GREAT POWER to DESTROYED OBSTACLES
on YOUR WAY.

Stop doubting, start believing that GOD could Do
Everything, He LOVES you. He want you to be a
successful in your career not to be a LOSER!


HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

But when you ask for something, you must have
FAITH and not DOUBT. Anyone who DOUBTS
is like an OCEAN WAVE TOSSED around in a
STORM.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

A Dark Gloomy Night

By: Casimira Rubia

Sometimes when we are facing Difficulties
we're hoping for a Day of sunshine but all we
found was A DARK GLOOMY NIGHT.
because the wealth persons and closest friends
that our hoping to help us, was refused to care.

They turned their back and didn't show some
sympathy. though all of us are pleading them
In a nice way to gives a little concern,
by reason of they are in a highly placed, living
In a mansions, have a Businesses and lots of ,cars.

Instead of helping, they spread Gossip about what
happened to the crowd around us, their talk filled
with lies, for the reason that, they are in the Lofty
Position, compare to us, we're ordinary, poor and
needy.

Yes we knew that we are nothing like a dirt can
found everywhere on the street, that could sweep
away by someone else, through that suffering, all
of us, didn't see the light, our Hopes, has been
Destroyed, because we've felt like we are covered
with Darkness.

Folks who were oppressed, needs:
LOVE, CARES, COMFORT and HOPE.
especially if all of them felt that they are Facing alone
the trials, There's GOD who could give:
LOVE, CARES, COMFORT and HOPE.

Let's Trust him, it is better to be with GOD
all the time, than to depend on human, people
might hurt you, but the LORD would give you
marvelous Grace that could make you SMILE
FOREVER.

Your great Pain will completely Quenched,
by reason of, you received the LORD'S
AMAZING GIFTS, that you didn't expect to
happened in your entire life. because He is
The LIGHT of YOUR DARK GLOOMY NIGHT.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

You won't need the LIGHT of the SUN
or the MOON. I the LORD your GOD,
will be your ETERNAL LIGHT and bring
you honor.
Your sun will never set or your MOON
go down, I the LORD will be your
EVERLASTING LIGHT and your
days of SORROW will come to an END.
(ISIAH 60:19-20)

Once again JESUS spoke to the people,
This time he said, "I am the LIGHT for the WORLD!
Follow me and you won't be WALKING in the DARK.
You will have the LIGHT that Gives LIFE.
(JOHN 8:12)


Thursday, August 7, 2014

When Days are Dark Friends are Few

By: Casimira Rubia

Sometimes we've been in a Difficult situation
That we felt nobody cares about us,
A scenario that we didn't know who really our
Trusted Friends are.

Because even our Friends and Loved ones
have turned against us,
when we need something from them,
they consider us as a strangers.
by that reason, we feel weak all over.

Though all we wanted is someone
who will be there for us, through
the BEST and the WORST of times,
But we found out nobodies there
to show some sympathy,
for that reason we felt EMPTY and REJECTED.

If you were in that MISERY,
Just letting you know that nothing to worry about it.
there is JESUS, He can be your VERY BEST FRIEND,
He would offer HOPE and COMFORT.

Talk to him in PRAYER, He will LISTENED,
Surrender everything to the CREATOR.
then you will EXPERIENCED His
SWEET ENCOURAGEMENT,
that could LIFT UP your SOUL.

ALL your WORRIES and PAIN will Disappeared
and you feel completely LOVED BY A PERFECT GOD.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

JOB 22:21-22
Surrender to GOD ALL-Powerful!
you will find PIECE and PROSPERITY
Listen to His teachings
and take them to HEART.

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Terrible trouble and Deepest Darknest

BY: Casimira Rubia

There were followers of CHRIST
who had been ruined by their enemies,
who were experiencing terrible trouble,
their road to the LORD is getting rough, while they walk
they're feet's hurting, eyes covered with tears,
body's groaned and their face are frowning.

Others choose not to continue to walked, by that reason
but few people who have FAITH to the LORD
are still walking with that Journey,
because they believe that they aren't walking alone
on that ugly road.

They also knew that the LORD is on their side,
holding their hands, so they may not be stumble
while walking on the rocky ground
until they finished their journey.

And be with GOD forever, their cries,
terrible trouble and deepest darknest
will turned into celebration of happiness\
because that's the LORD'S PROMISE.

Here's what the BIBLE says:

Revelation 21:4

He will wipe every tear from their eyes.
there will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain,
for the old order of things has passed away.



Friday, July 11, 2014

Forgiveness is a Choice

By: Casimira Rubia

There were people in our entire life who betrayed us
in different ways that caused too much pain,
we couldn't concentrate our work everyday
by reason of, we always think that person, especially
if the one who wounded our heart is very important to us.
we have the right to choose what will be our decision,
It's either IGNORED them, then look for another.

Some people who has been hurt, made vicious planned to REVENGE
for the one who caused them terrible pain, for the reason that,
many of them think, if they would ruined the life of the person
who made their heart broken, their feelings will be better,
but apparently "NO", It feels sad if you saw that person's
Not affected after all, REVENGE WON'T HELP YOU TO BE HAPPY.

The very best that we could do to the person who mistreated us
is to RELEASED FORGIVENESS, saying SORRY
to someone who say cruel things against us,
will help ourselves to live in peace, HUMBLENESS
is very important, though we're not the one
who started the trouble, it only showed that we have
a GOOD SENSE, Let's surrender what they have done to GOD.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

ROMANS 12:17-18

Don't mistreat someone who has mistreated you
but try to earn the respect of others, and Do
your best live at peace with everyone.

Friday, June 27, 2014

Gaining Money in a wrong way will slowly disappeared

By: Casimira Rubia

Deceitful wicked human beings hasn't conscience
to attacked Innocence people who were Vulnerable,
Some of them feigned to act in front of others that
They weren't Deceptive,

They knew that they made things against the LORD'S Law,
Everyday those vicious Liars are continually Did
what they does, for the reason that they wanted to be
more richer than others.

ALL of them didn't have contentment by reason of,
they gave more Importance to money than to
Loved GOD, they doesn't know that all money that
they earned ILLEGALLY will never stay on their hands
for so long. It would slowly disappeared.

If you have friends who were greedy, vicious minded
and Deceit that have struggle and willing to change
but they didn't know how, I suggest you to encourage
them to REPENT and turn to GOD, that's
the key to remove all misery in their life and
everything will back to normal.

HERES WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

Money wrongly gained will disappear bit by bit,
Money earned little by little will grow and grow.

Sunday, June 1, 2014

TRUSTING THE LORD IN TIMES OF TROUBLE IS A CHOICE

By: Casimira Rubia

Each person has their own battles, Life is full of options
We're the one who could decide which way we would be taken
Either the right way or the wrong one,
We need to be careful when it comes to our decisions to choose.

Other believers choose to turn their back to GOD, for the reason of
They didn't trust their problem to the CREATOR, they only LOVED
GOD when they have BLESSINGS but when they are in storm
They forget the GOOD THINGS that the LORD has done to them.

There are followers of JESUS who truly choose to stay with him,
No matter how ugly the situation is. for the reason of,
They believe that TRUSTING the LORD is the best experienced ever.

Time will come they could used that dramatic Life stories
To lift up others, especially those people who were
In a horrible situation, they need to be Inspired to
Overcome their own battles too.

The scriptures says:

With all my heart I am waiting, LORD, for you
I TRUST YOUR PROMISES,
I wait for you more eagerly than a
Soldier on guard duty waits for the dawn,
Yes, I wait more eagerly that a soldier on guard duty
Waits for the dawn.
(PSALM 130:5-6)

Saturday, May 10, 2014

IN TIMES OF TRIALS

By: Casimira Rubia

People need GOD in times of trials,
They went to the church praying with tears,
Begging GOD to have mercy on them.

Others meditate each night, cried bitterly
Asking GOD to blessed them financially.

There are kinds of folks who have been experiencing
Horrible life circumstances, they want GOD to have
Pity on them, for the reason of they were hopeless.

There are brokenhearted people who suffered so badly,
When they pray, their eyes flooded with tears,
For the reason of they want GOD to heal their
Wounded Heart.

Everyone has a different problems, when GOD answered
Our prayers, some of us, will choose to stay with GOD forever,
We heartedly served him in many ways, because we found out
That GOD truly LOVES us,
But others forget what GOD has done to them,
Sad but true.

THE BIBLE SAYS:

In times of trouble everyone begs the MIGHTY GOD to
have mercy
BUT after their creator helps them through hard times
they FORGET about him.
JOB 35:9-10

Friday, May 9, 2014

PAINFUL SEASON OF WAITING

By: Casimira Rubia

Sometimes you've felt annoyed,
If you'll see GOD blesses others with the very thing
You'd like to have, you might be discourage, wondering
If GOD would answer your prayers.

That's the hardest part of every believers journey,
Many people who has been experiencing this, are
Put anger to GOD, they became furiously envy to others.

These folks aren't noticed that before their
"DRAMATIC HURTFUL WAITING START"
GOD has already the solution,
All they need are to follow what GOD's want them to do.

The scriptures says:

Do what the LORD wants, and he will give you your hearts
Desire.
Psalm 37:4

If you do what the LORD wants, he will make certain each step
you take is sure.
The LORD will hold your hand and if you stumble, you still
won't fall.
Psalm 37:23-24

Waiting for the tremendous Blessings aren't an easy,
Especially If you're not patiently doing it.

The BIBLE SAYS:

Be PATIENT and TRUST the LORD Don't let it bother you
When all goes well for those who do sinful things.
Don't be angry or furious anger can lead to sin.
Psalm 37:7-8

Friday, April 11, 2014

OFFER HOPE AND COMFORT

By: Casimira Rubia

Is your friend suffering, wounded, groaned,
Feeling weak, Losing Hope,
Want to give up on their Problems?

As a Loving friend, we don't want them
To felt that they are alone,
We quickly offered an advice, though
Were haven't Idea what was the story
Behind the drama's

There are times some of us,
Think that we've giving brilliant advice
But actually we've CRITICIZED them,
Pointing out their records of wrongs,
Exposing faults,
It is easy to us to JUDGE them
For the reason of, we are not on their situation,
That attitude would hurt their feelings,

I've noticed many people aren't  "GOOD LISTENER"
They were focusing on
"JUDGING OTHERS"
Without knowing the whole story,

HOW TO COMFORT FRIENDS

BE A GOOD LISTENER

That's the best thing that we could do,
Sometimes they weren't Looking for an advice,
They want someone who could possibly
Understand their feelings.

It feels BLESSED, if one of you're
Closest friend who had BURDENED
Will tell you positive feedback
After releasing their Dramatic Heartbroken story,

Giving advice without knowing the story are
Cannot LIFT UP your friend soul,
It might caused "DEBATE CONVERSATION"
It would end up nothing.

Comforting someone's sorrow Isn't an easy
Especially if you're not prepared,
Give Advice if NECESSARY
But activate First your hearing,
Be a "GOOD LISTENER''

THE BIBLE SAYS:

If I were in your place it would be
Easy to criticize or to give advice
But I would offer HOPE and COMFORT instead.
JOB 16:4-5

PRAYER BRINGS MIRACLES

 By: Casimira Rubia

This is my Testimony

It happened to me last April 8, 2014,
I drank some water, It taste worst,
I couldn't endure the taste,
I decided to vomit it.
I get a glass of water for a second time
From the same container, which
I recently drink.


I heartedly Prayed,
I made some DECLARATION
I want GOD to change the taste of water,
For the reason of, we have only one remaining
Container who has a drinking water inside,
The rest are empty.

As I've finished Praying,
I started to drink it,
I AMAZINGLY SHOCKED,
IT TASTE SWEET,
I talk to JESUS again trough PRAYER,
With a BRILLIANT SMILE,
I THANK HIM WITH ALL MY HEART.

I remember the Scriptures Say:

JOHN 14:14
IF YOU ASK ME FOR ANYTHING IN MY NAME,
I WILL DO IT.

Thanks GOD for the great experienced
I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

JESUS THE BUILDER

By: Casimira Rubia

As I've finished reading THE BOOK OF NEHEMIAH
I realized something about the disgusting attitude of
Sanballat, Tobiah and Geshem
They say cruel things about Nehemiah,
They were actually planned to killed him,
But GOD the Loving Parent
Did not allow to let this happen.

 Now a Days the racist people Like them are
Still existing.

ALL Israelites together with Nehemiah are starting to
Build a wall to their ruined cities, while
Others stood Guard, they wore armor had spears and shields,
Everyone are ready for the enemies attack.

THIS STORIES REPRESENT ABOUT FAITH

Just Like us, GOD want us to Build our Faith,
But the cruel enemies offered worldly things,
They do everything to turn our focus on their stuffs,
Enemies want us to forget those GOOD
TEACHINGS OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST,
We as a weak human being sometimes
We'll Destructed.

But GOD is in Control he will never
Let us Drowned,

Are you Destructed, Tempted by Enemies?
Now is the right time to repent,
Ask GOD for forgiveness,
GOD is a LOVING GOD no matter what,
Just allow JESUS to wash your sins
By he's precious BLOOD,
He will set you FREE.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Let The LORD HEAL your Wounded Heart

By: Casimira Rubia

It Feels Disgusted, when your Loved One will tell you this,
Let's stop our relationship!
I Don't Love you anymore,
I Don't want you to be my future partner,
I found someone else!
Forget everything about us!

Well if you are in this situation,
I have a GOOD NEWS for you,
That was only only a part of your Life
To make you strong and To start
A new Beginning with God.

HERE ARE SOME TIPS HOW TO OVERCOME CIRCUMSTANCES.

1. ACCEPTANCE - ACCEPT the fact that the person are no longer yours!
Stop Fantasizing the memories you've been shared before,
FACE THE REALITY.

Start Talking to GOD, tell him the whole story
Tell him what you really feel,
Tell him that you've suffer so badly, 
Your heart are wounded by worthless, nobodies, deceitful Liar,
GOD will Listen to you,
He is willing to HEAL your BROKEN HEART too.

The BIBLE says:

He HEALS the BROKENHEARTED 
and BANDAGES their WOUNDS
(PSALM 147:3)

2. FORGIVENESS - Forgive someone Who caused you TERRIBLE PAIN,
Yes, I Understand, I knew It's not easy but Its a MUST.

The BIBLE says:

Whenever you stand up to PRAY you MUST FORGIVE
 What others have Done to you then your Father in
Heaven will FORGIVE your sins.
(MARK 11:25-26)

3. STOP BEING BITTER
How GOD will Listen to your PRAYER if you secretly annoyed to the one who hurt you?
Isn't it? YOU MUST RELEASED FORGIVENESS FIRST.

THE BIBLE SAYS: 

Make sure that no one misses out on GOD's undeserved Grace 
DON'T LET ANYONE BECOME BITTER and
Caused trouble for the ret of you.
(HEBREWS 12:15)

THE LORD'S PROMISE

He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.
(REVELATION 21:4)
But seek ye first the kingdom
Of GOD, and his righteousness;
 And All these things shall be added
Unto you.
(MATTHEW 6:33)