A Letter to Gamer

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                   (Casimira Rubia)


Hi Gamer, I'm glad that once in my life
we became friends, do you happen to
remember our recent conversations
long ago? we've talked lot of stuffs, then
I started to fell in love. since you were
already with someone else,  I choose to
walked away.

Months have passed our communication
went back, my heart celebrated with
fullness of  joy, I started to search
things about you, I've found out that you
were single, at first I haven't idea why, till
you told me, you and your ex gf broke up
9 months ago.

I enjoyed various stories we had shared, my
self filled with hope that someday you'll be
mine, I desired that you would love me the
way I do silently, I knew you aren't numb
to felt it.

Every seconds, I waited for you patiently to
notice me, apparently you didn't pay much
attention, you always focusing on your
online Games, It's hard for me to burst out
my feelings because I'm a Girl.

Weeks passes by you've changed, you weren't
the same guy I'd known before, so that I convince
my crony to ask you, if you'll have crush on me,
though the result wasn't acceptable, It feels sad
that you hadn't love me.

I tried to evade but my heart doesn't seem to follow
I keep on stalking your facebook timeline and
fantasizing that you were my boyfriend.

Finally One night, you began to ask Question:
"What if we both inlove?"
I immediately grab the opportunity to express
what's in my heart, couldn't expect that we have
the same feelings.

Our getting to know stage came worst, you fall
out of love about my manner, I heartedly
apologize what I've done, I was overreacting
I act like your girlfriend yet in reality we aren't
in relationship, I'm such a feeler, too silly to
imagine, If I could turned back time,
I'll act better and treat you with kindness.

I ask for another chance but you remain silent,
It hurt so much that I didn't passed your standard.
my eyes flooded with tears everytime you just
"seened" those messages I've sent and not giving
response.

My shameful mistakes was a great lesson, ain't
hate you for rejecting me, I knew It's my terrible
fault, maybe you aren't The right guy for me and
It made me realize that I deserve better than
being ignored, I also believe that someday GOD
would bring me someone amazing and could accept
me for being the REAL ME in His Perfect Timing.

-Casimira

 The SCRIPTURE'S Says:

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not
lean on your own understanding. In all your ways
acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.

Trouble From The Past

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                 (Casimira Rubia)

Every Individual in this world
had good or bad memories from
the past. 

For example; we're working in 
private company then does wicked
things in that firm, like we fake some
Important documents of clients 
to avoid anger from boss.

By that reason some of us came to
the point of quitting. We decide to
resigned and looked for new job but
years passes by most of wrong stuffs 
that we've made long ago could affect 
our present living.

Although we're longing to forget those
mischievous scene's but conscience
keep playing inside our brain.

If most of us really wants to removed 
those trouble from the past. we must
tell GOD about it. Don't look so worry
just repent to him admit all mistakes
that you've created then He would surely 
give you Peace and Wonderful thoughts.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

Surrender your heart to GOD,
turn to him in Prayer,
and give up your sins
even those you do in secret.
then you won't be ashamed;
you will be confident and fearless
      (JOB 11;13-15)

A Girl who Loves JESUS

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd

                    (Casimira Rubia)

A girl who loves JESUS is the one
who prioritize her king before
doing anything, every morning
she used to Pray even in time of
breakfast, Lunch, snacks and dinner.

Inside Church, clapping, dancing and
Performing Joyful songs her ways
of Worship. she also share scriptures
to people who didn't know CHRIST
Because Gloryfying the LORD MOST HIGH
is her happiness.

If challenges came, she won't terrified to
walk in millions trap, by reason of
Prayer could changed everything.
Cheerful, unselfish and kind to others
was her characters.

Celebrate with fullness of Joy if you'll
get her, because you knew that she's your
answered Prayer, though hurrying to
have special someone isn't her manner,
She's patiently waiting for the right guy
to come in GOD'S Perfect timing.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

Proverbs 31:30 (C.E.V)
Charm can be decieving and beauty fades
away, but a woman who honors the
LORD deserves to be praised.

The Secret Pain

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd

                (Casimira Rubia)

Lot's woman in this world who were married

ain't have baby in their womb, some would 

ask Doctors to knew the reason why they 

couldn't produced.

Doctors will gave them medicines to cure their

matter. If the couple wouldn't found great result

after month of taking, both of them shall went to

Quack doctor and applied different ritual 

sacrifices.

If nothing special happened, one of them might

became cheater, either a man or a woman.

A Cheater Mindset:

My Lover was completely barren so that I will

be with someone else who could gives worldly

desire, I don't care if my Lover would call me

worthless nobodies, deceitful liar, It won't 

bother me anyway. at-least I taste short joy.

Sometimes  there are persons that came 

into our lives who left us in ruin, at first we 

felt horribly sick alone and hurting. all we wanted 

was to harm them in return because of our misery.

The secret Pain of jealousy, anger and revenge 

are in our heart.

whatever circumstances that we've been through

vengeance weren't an answer, just PRAY to

our Real GOD MOST HIGH, he would surely

bring amazing gift that you Didn't expected.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

(Psalm 113:9)

When a wife has no children

he Blesses her with some, and

she is happy.

Shout Praises to the LORD!

Precious Creations from GOD

written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
               ( Casimira Rubia )

LORD the world that you've made
in six Days is truly amazing,
Heaven's Fantastic,
Earth Formed Perfectly,
roaring Ocean tremendously huge,
Light shine when morning comes,
If evening arrived, entire night
covered with darkness.

I LOVE the way how you put skies
above, who so ever looked up will
completely astonished, It felt relaxing
to glanced, even rivers and separated
land which we called continents, such
wonderful to explore, countries could
produced all kinds of plants Including
Fruit, Trees and Grains.

You also set time for everyone to enjoy
marvelous gifts that you've provided long
ago, though others didn't seemed to care.
they were busy rushing off to work.

Harvest season is my favorite, there's lot
of food that I could eat, those special
Days and Years that you have given,
folks all over the world celebrating it
with fullness of joy.

Sparkly stars at night are awesome to
stare, all kinds of living creatures like
birds, giant sea monsters and those who
swam in ocean, gives beauty to individuals
innocent eyes.

Tame animals, wild and reptiles can found
every Zoo, Children, Parents and
Grandparents shall wonder while glaring.

It feels special that you created human to
rule over the fish in Ocean, birds in the
sky and every animal on Earth, Men and
Women who received your glorious
Blessings are commanded to have lots of
Children to fill the Earth with people.

Each rest Days in your Lovely temple
Everybody will heartedly Performed
Joyful songs, because your worthy to
be Praise Forever!

I'm Inspired by Genesis 1 and 2:1-3.