A Letter to Gamer

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
                   (Casimira Rubia)


Hi Gamer, I'm glad that once in my life
we became friends, do you happen to
remember our recent conversations
long ago? we've talked lot of stuffs, then
I started to fell in love. since you were
already with someone else,  I choose to
walked away.

Months have passed our communication
went back, my heart celebrated with
fullness of  joy, I started to search
things about you, I've found out that you
were single, at first I haven't idea why, till
you told me, you and your ex gf broke up
9 months ago.

I enjoyed various stories we had shared, my
self filled with hope that someday you'll be
mine, I desired that you would love me the
way I do silently, I knew you aren't numb
to felt it.

Every seconds, I waited for you patiently to
notice me, apparently you didn't pay much
attention, you always focusing on your
online Games, It's hard for me to burst out
my feelings because I'm a Girl.

Weeks passes by you've changed, you weren't
the same guy I'd known before, so that I convince
my crony to ask you, if you'll have crush on me,
though the result wasn't acceptable, It feels sad
that you hadn't love me.

I tried to evade but my heart doesn't seem to follow
I keep on stalking your facebook timeline and
fantasizing that you were my boyfriend.

Finally One night, you began to ask Question:
"What if we both inlove?"
I immediately grab the opportunity to express
what's in my heart, couldn't expect that we have
the same feelings.

Our getting to know stage came worst, you fall
out of love about my manner, I heartedly
apologize what I've done, I was overreacting
I act like your girlfriend yet in reality we aren't
in relationship, I'm such a feeler, too silly to
imagine, If I could turned back time,
I'll act better and treat you with kindness.

I ask for another chance but you remain silent,
It hurt so much that I didn't passed your standard.
my eyes flooded with tears everytime you just
"seened" those messages I've sent and not giving
response.

My shameful mistakes was a great lesson, ain't
hate you for rejecting me, I knew It's my terrible
fault, maybe you aren't The right guy for me and
It made me realize that I deserve better than
being ignored, I also believe that someday GOD
would bring me someone amazing and could accept
me for being the REAL ME in His Perfect Timing.

-Casimira

 The SCRIPTURE'S Says:

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not
lean on your own understanding. In all your ways
acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.

A Girl who Loves JESUS

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd

                    (Casimira Rubia)

A girl who loves JESUS is the one
who prioritize her king before
doing anything, every morning
she used to Pray even in time of
breakfast, Lunch, snacks and dinner.

Inside Church, clapping, dancing and
Performing Joyful songs her ways
of Worship. she also share scriptures
to people who didn't know CHRIST
Because Gloryfying the LORD MOST HIGH
is her happiness.

If challenges came, she won't terrified to
walk in millions trap, by reason of
Prayer could changed everything.
Cheerful, unselfish and kind to others
was her characters.

Celebrate with fullness of Joy if you'll
get her, because you knew that she's your
answered Prayer, though hurrying to
have special someone isn't her manner,
She's patiently waiting for the right guy
to come in GOD'S Perfect timing.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

Proverbs 31:30 (C.E.V)
Charm can be decieving and beauty fades
away, but a woman who honors the
LORD deserves to be praised.

The Secret Pain

Written by: CaSiBLeSsEd

                (Casimira Rubia)

Lot's woman in this world who were married

ain't have baby in their womb, some would 

ask Doctors to knew the reason why they 

couldn't produced.

Doctors will gave them medicines to cure their

matter. If the couple wouldn't found great result

after month of taking, both of them shall went to

Quack doctor and applied different ritual 

sacrifices.

If nothing special happened, one of them might

became cheater, either a man or a woman.

A Cheater Mindset:

My Lover was completely barren so that I will

be with someone else who could gives worldly

desire, I don't care if my Lover would call me

worthless nobodies, deceitful liar, It won't 

bother me anyway. at-least I taste short joy.

Sometimes  there are persons that came 

into our lives who left us in ruin, at first we 

felt horribly sick alone and hurting. all we wanted 

was to harm them in return because of our misery.

The secret Pain of jealousy, anger and revenge 

are in our heart.

whatever circumstances that we've been through

vengeance weren't an answer, just PRAY to

our Real GOD MOST HIGH, he would surely

bring amazing gift that you Didn't expected.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

(Psalm 113:9)

When a wife has no children

he Blesses her with some, and

she is happy.

Shout Praises to the LORD!

Precious Creations from GOD

written by: CaSiBLeSsEd
               ( Casimira Rubia )

LORD the world that you've made
in six Days is truly amazing,
Heaven's Fantastic,
Earth Formed Perfectly,
roaring Ocean tremendously huge,
Light shine when morning comes,
If evening arrived, entire night
covered with darkness.

I LOVE the way how you put skies
above, who so ever looked up will
completely astonished, It felt relaxing
to glanced, even rivers and separated
land which we called continents, such
wonderful to explore, countries could
produced all kinds of plants Including
Fruit, Trees and Grains.

You also set time for everyone to enjoy
marvelous gifts that you've provided long
ago, though others didn't seemed to care.
they were busy rushing off to work.

Harvest season is my favorite, there's lot
of food that I could eat, those special
Days and Years that you have given,
folks all over the world celebrating it
with fullness of joy.

Sparkly stars at night are awesome to
stare, all kinds of living creatures like
birds, giant sea monsters and those who
swam in ocean, gives beauty to individuals
innocent eyes.

Tame animals, wild and reptiles can found
every Zoo, Children, Parents and
Grandparents shall wonder while glaring.

It feels special that you created human to
rule over the fish in Ocean, birds in the
sky and every animal on Earth, Men and
Women who received your glorious
Blessings are commanded to have lots of
Children to fill the Earth with people.

Each rest Days in your Lovely temple
Everybody will heartedly Performed
Joyful songs, because your worthy to
be Praise Forever!

I'm Inspired by Genesis 1 and 2:1-3.

The Betrayed

By: Casimira Rubia
      (CaSiBLeSsEd on wattpad)


Handling fame in Somewhere else, Isn't so easy
because bunch of untrusted fellows who were
Gathering around you are searching for mistakes,
If they found one, all of them bragged that little
wrong of yours in many ways.

Some might use Social Media Just to make your
named ruined, others picked their cellphones,
started to sent Insulting Group Messages about you
into their friends, Some of them won't stop taunting
until your career weren't Destroyed.

In that case you'll get furious to everyone even your
Families and Loved Ones, you didn't want to see
them too. all you wanted is to locked yourself alone
in your filthy room, by reason of, you thought they
couldn't gives help.

While you were in bedroom, Lots of bad Ideas
Playing inside your brain. like a feeling of wanting
to end your life, for the reason that, you think
committing suicide is the very FANTASTIC
SOLUTION.

But that planned are completely wrong, yes, I knew
everybody tells hurtful words against you, It felt so
terrible to been in that condition.

The best action of that groaning pain, is to communicate
to our CREATOR in PRAYER, it is the KEY to
vanished all your sufferings. tell to our LORD
everything, He would rushed down to comfort you,

Because JESUS really LOVES YOU, He also have
Great POWER to erase all issues that involves you
in the past, TRUST HIM with all your HEART
then your torment will turned into HAPPINESS.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

JOHN 14:14

You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

Doubt is the Greatest Obstacle

By: Casimira Rubia (CaSiBLeSsEd)

Doubt is the reason why people didn't achieved
their ultimate Goal, they Loved to stayed in their
certain situation, by reason of, they are afraid
to take risk to go to the next Level,

Because some of them, thought that they
weren't brave enough to face every trap,
that have in the next stage.

Some people aren't fighter, they also a
negative thinker and worrier about their future,
we couldn't blame them why they have fear to
take challenges, It's normally happened to a
human being.

But if you want to won the battle of this world,
Just TRUST the LORD, for the reason that,
He is willing to FIGHT for you and have a
GREAT POWER to DESTROYED OBSTACLES
on YOUR WAY.

Stop doubting, start believing that GOD could Do
Everything, He LOVES you. He want you to be a
successful in your career not to be a LOSER!


HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

But when you ask for something, you must have
FAITH and not DOUBT. Anyone who DOUBTS
is like an OCEAN WAVE TOSSED around in a
STORM.

A Dark Gloomy Night

By: Casimira Rubia

Sometimes when we are facing Difficulties
we're hoping for a Day of sunshine but all we
found was A DARK GLOOMY NIGHT.
because the wealth persons and closest friends
that our hoping to help us, was refused to care.

They turned their back and didn't show some
sympathy. though all of us are pleading them
In a nice way to gives a little concern,
by reason of they are in a highly placed, living
In a mansions, have a Businesses and lots of ,cars.

Instead of helping, they spread Gossip about what
happened to the crowd around us, their talk filled
with lies, for the reason that, they are in the Lofty
Position, compare to us, we're ordinary, poor and
needy.

Yes we knew that we are nothing like a dirt can
found everywhere on the street, that could sweep
away by someone else, through that suffering, all
of us, didn't see the light, our Hopes, has been
Destroyed, because we've felt like we are covered
with Darkness.

Folks who were oppressed, needs:
LOVE, CARES, COMFORT and HOPE.
especially if all of them felt that they are Facing alone
the trials, There's GOD who could give:
LOVE, CARES, COMFORT and HOPE.

Let's Trust him, it is better to be with GOD
all the time, than to depend on human, people
might hurt you, but the LORD would give you
marvelous Grace that could make you SMILE
FOREVER.

Your great Pain will completely Quenched,
by reason of, you received the LORD'S
AMAZING GIFTS, that you didn't expect to
happened in your entire life. because He is
The LIGHT of YOUR DARK GLOOMY NIGHT.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

You won't need the LIGHT of the SUN
or the MOON. I the LORD your GOD,
will be your ETERNAL LIGHT and bring
you honor.
Your sun will never set or your MOON
go down, I the LORD will be your
EVERLASTING LIGHT and your
days of SORROW will come to an END.
(ISIAH 60:19-20)

Once again JESUS spoke to the people,
This time he said, "I am the LIGHT for the WORLD!
Follow me and you won't be WALKING in the DARK.
You will have the LIGHT that Gives LIFE.
(JOHN 8:12)

When Days are Dark Friends are Few

By: Casimira Rubia

Sometimes we've been in a Difficult situation
That we felt nobody cares about us,
A scenario that we didn't know who really our
Trusted Friends are.

Because even our Friends and Loved ones
have turned against us,
when we need something from them,
they consider us as a strangers.
by that reason, we feel weak all over.

Though all we wanted is someone
who will be there for us, through
the BEST and the WORST of times,
But we found out nobodies there
to show some sympathy,
for that reason we felt EMPTY and REJECTED.

If you were in that MISERY,
Just letting you know that nothing to worry about it.
there is JESUS, He can be your VERY BEST FRIEND,
He would offer HOPE and COMFORT.

Talk to him in PRAYER, He will LISTENED,
Surrender everything to the CREATOR.
then you will EXPERIENCED His
SWEET ENCOURAGEMENT,
that could LIFT UP your SOUL.

ALL your WORRIES and PAIN will Disappeared
and you feel completely LOVED BY A PERFECT GOD.

HERE'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS:

JOB 22:21-22
Surrender to GOD ALL-Powerful!
you will find PIECE and PROSPERITY
Listen to His teachings
and take them to HEART.